tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7156460846792208270.post2631748084645648530..comments2023-06-13T13:04:54.049+01:00Comments on The Heart Star: Broken and Crazy: Part 1Arienettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05226584891432763246noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7156460846792208270.post-77197257280733212502010-12-20T07:35:56.417+00:002010-12-20T07:35:56.417+00:00Hey lovely, it's been nearly a month. Are you ...Hey lovely, it's been nearly a month. Are you okay?Veronica Foalehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05519401661788911341noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7156460846792208270.post-84299089965052272902010-11-26T00:58:33.426+00:002010-11-26T00:58:33.426+00:00Oh V. It sounds...weird[?] but I honestly didn'...Oh V. It sounds...weird[?] but I honestly didn't realise how 'bad' it was until I saw her. I 'watch' you and BG go through such extremes, and in comparison, my condition is mild, so I always accepted that I was a bit of a wimp and making a big deal out of nothing, and I was a bit worried I'd be 'found out' and a doctor would come along and give me a stern talking to and tell me that being a bit flexible is nothing to go acting all disabled over.<br /><br />Having someone give me a proper exam (the rheum just did a Beighton) and use actual words to say that my condition is bad for people WITH my condition is just....mind-boggling. Having her tell me that I was subluxing (I honestly didn't know) was mind-boggling. <br /><br />I will always be grateful to the interwebz for being my girlfriend during this time, metaphorically holding my hair and wiping my face while I word-vomit while drunk on fear. Without the interwebs I don't think I'd have survived. I was so convinced it was all in my head, so convinced that I was just really really mentally fucked up, that I don't know if I'd have been able to resist killing myself to make it stop.Arienettehttp://aortaborealis.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7156460846792208270.post-63429294706887938942010-11-25T06:55:50.631+00:002010-11-25T06:55:50.631+00:00See? The interwebs knew you weren't faking.
...See? The interwebs knew you weren't faking. <br /><br />It's hard seeing a physio isn't it, having them point out just how bad things are.<br /><br />The subluxing is a pain in the arse. <br />xxxxVeronica Foalehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05519401661788911341noreply@blogger.com